Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I write

Some have complimented my writing, others have ignored it. I don't know if it's good or bad... and I've realized I don't really care. What I do know is that I have to write, even if it's only in my head. I need to articulate thought. Everyday, on every micro, during each shower, I type imaginary posts. Most of them I forget and stay stashed away in my subconscious. It's ok, I have space.

3 comments:

Monday's Child said...

hehehe that's funny I felt exactly that last night... this is what I wrote:

"I was supposed to watch grey's Anatomy at 10... but it was a repeat episode so instead of escapism I am stuck with myself and I can't do anything like read or my facturas or work because my head won't let me and all I really want to do is talk.. .and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk until I am all talked out and I've used up all my words and I am empty, completely purged of all thoughts sane or insane... I want to talk and talk and talk about the past and the present and the future and the real and the imaginary and things that worry me and things that don't... and on and on and on. I can't help it. I try to help it. I try very very very hard to not be this person that has to talk so much about everything.. but I've been this person for too long and I don't think I can change."

and then I felt a little Izzie like... hahahahahahaha...

I think I may be running out of space...

lilo. said...

yeah... you should sell that whole paragraph to the writers of GA.... they`d love it.

a veces me pasa que empiezo a relatar en mi cabeza lo que está pasando. y en tercera persona. como que no soy yo la que lo esta viviendo, sino que solo observo y relato. a veces me freakeo.

anyway. lo que iba a decir es que i`m glad you write.

lailachi said...

thanks guys, i realized after posting it that maybe it was cursi :)

but i guess part of letting oneself write is also permitting cursiness...